You say you tell me everything,

but you don't

I feel so different, can you not trust me?

Why do I feel like you are a completely different person around other people?

The stuff you do with your other friends, you wouldn't do with me.

Get drunk? Nicotine pills?

I thought you didn't want to.

But I guess it turns out, you do,

and I guess I can't know.

I guess I wouldn't understand.

Or so you think.

I feel alienated.

But you won't read this anyway.